WHAT IS UP, EVERYBODY?

I was just cruising through my deviant art account and realized it has been a while since I last updated all my friends on the life and times of a collegiate musician. I have been sucked into the never ending abyss that is the Internet blog. When blogs first became popular, I was appalled by the idea of keeping autobiographical record of one's life on the net for anyone and everyone to read. Now I realize most people who cruise to dA don't stop by my humble little page to see future masterpieces of digital art. They most likely go to their own little corners of the ever-expanding cyber world and look for their friends. But Occasionally, I have had people I don't even really know stop by and check out some of my wallpaper creations. I have even had some people request me to create certain wallpapers, which I am all willing to do if time permits. A lot has happened in my life. I have met a girl. Yes, you heard it right. Liam, the ever pessimistic victim of a broken heart, had met someone that has totally and completely captivated him. I know there are many of you faithful Will-watchers who are gloating in your pride and I told you so's, of which you have every right to be doing. I never thought the day would come when I, naysayer of love and protagonist of self-hatred, would come to the point where I am today. No longer do I wonder if I ma good enough for other people. No longer do I sit around and throw pity parties for myself, thinking I will die alone. I am at the point I should have remained all those many years ago. My ex girlfriend did the best thing she has ever done for me. "And what was that, Will," you ask? She dumped me. I know all of you out there in the cyberverse are wondering, "how in the hell is that the best thing she ever did for you?" She set me free. Yes, it hurt; yes, it was a total nightmare; yes, I even tried to kill myself; however, I have learned a great and important message, which applies to everyone, single, dating, married, homosexual, heterosexual, bisexual, man, woman, teen, and adult alike, NEVER FORGET WHO YOU ARE AND TRY TO BE SOMEONE YOU ARE NOT! No lover is worth the pain of realizing you are no longer you anymore. Waking up and looking in the mirror and wondering who the hell is staring back at you is an empty and ugly feeling. Trust me I have been there. To illustrate the transformation I have gone through one only needs to look at the banner on my cellphone. "Phoenix Rising" I have gone down in a blaze of glory, burned to ashes, and have been reborn a new creation. The old Liam has died and the new has become what the old aspired to be. I know that Tseecka, TessaRifkin, and Baxtrice have all seen the transformation from a broken man to one who is no longer the doormat for an ungrateful, inconsiderate, mean-spirited woman. I AM FREE! It feels so good.